Shivarajkumar, speaking about his brother Puneeth Rajkumar's demise, said he's still in denial like other family members. "There are moments when I...try to accept truth; then there are moments where I refuse to believe...this has happened and feel like he's still around, calling me 'Shivanna'," he said. Shivarajkumar added shooting is the only thing that takes his mind off reality.