'Bigg Boss 14' first runner-up Rahul Vaidya said that he was heartbroken after he lost the singing reality show 'Indian Idol' 15 years back. When asked if he feels the same after losing 'Bigg Boss 14', Rahul said, "When I had entered 'Bigg Boss 14', winning the show was not my intention, I wanted to be myself," he added.